SSEEEEENNIIORS '12

So, I really can't believe I'm a senior. It feels like just yesterday I was in Elementary School yelling out "F-R-I-D-A-Y its my favorite day oh my" drinking out of milk pouches and playing at field day! I will never forget all the memories on the play grounds and hallways of CCES and CCMS. I truly do miss those days, but they all have lead me to where & who I am today. I will never be ashamed of where I came from or who I am even if Crittenden County is a crap hole in which I just happened to be born and raised in.. But being a Senior to me is the scariest thing. Its like what am I doing after this? I always seem to get asked this question. I feel like my life is actually beginning after this. I don't exactly know what Im going to do & not knowing to me is the scariest thing

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So, I feel like today is going to be horrible. My locker won't open, its cold outside & on top of that I have like 129,875 make-up quizzes and tests. Could this day get any worst? Someone save me from this dark abyss... :(

Is there such thing as a real friend?

As I grow older I always seem to ask this question. A few years ago I had all the friends you could ask for but then I realized to true meaning of "you can only trust yourself" you wouldn't think it but living in a small town made this even easier to realize because everyone knows everybody's story- where their from, what they drive, where they live now & used to in the past. It gets under my skin how when someone is looking at you they base the way they feel about you on what they have heard about you. Its always going to come back to no matter how close you are to someone they are going to say something behind your back, lie to you about something or just straight out be so fake to you. Its just a fact of reality :)